RAWR.

I HATE STUDYING

ALSO SCHOOL 2013 MAKES ME CRY

JESUS LAWD LIKE WITH THE COPS TAKING HEUNGSOO AND THE THING WITH NARI AND YOOJIN AND UGH JUST LET ME DROWN IN MY FEEEELS

- oh and happybirthday to my qurlprend Daphneee <3

yay for birthday presents~ 

• had birthday party
• opened presents - over 1k in gifts I cry
• went to sleep at like 7am
• got up at 11 for my cousin’s kid’s baptism
• lunch at Milestones
• homeworrrkkkk

wow

I can’t even

in like… an hour…I’ll be… an adult.

I swear I was 13 like yesterday

And now i’m running around getting shit ready for the party and exams and I feel like;

SCHOOL 2013 WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME THE RANGE OF FEELS I HAD IN THE SPAN OF 2 HOURS IS RIDICULOUS

WITH THE MINKI ISSUE I WAS ALL

WITH HEUNGSOO AND NAMSOON AND JUNGHO I WAS ALL

AND WITH THE END OF EPISODE 13 I WAS ALL
 

in other news, my 18th birthday is in three days omfg

You’ll never truly forget it. That thing that you desperately want to forget. It’ll be in the back of your mind, waiting until you finally have time to yourself to pop up and ruin your mood again. I guess it’s there for a reason though. We remember some of the things that made us happy, so we can do those things again. But we remember bad things more, so that we can learn from them. Isn’t it better to be bothered by a bad thought or memory occasionally than to experience it again? I don’t really know where I’m going with this. I spend too much time thinking.

Nick fixed my usb ports… now I can use my own itunes again ;A; too bad all the plays/skips were reset T.T

My room is somewhat cleaner now too…

omg kshows will be the death of meeee

first Running Man with Kikwang, Yonghwa, Simon D, and Jonghyun dsfgashdfaj

and then Episodes 10 and 11 of school 2013 asdfhasdf